Today
Thursday, October 29, 2009
OMG! I so thought that I wouldn't see this again! I saw not 1 but 2 Nokia 3210 in camp today! It was so old and antique that I thought it'll be obsolete or something. But to see 2 of them in working condition brings back memories of my first handphone which is this same model. Best is my boss even asked me to call Nokia for stock of spare batteries. The Nokia person didn't even know what model it was and asked me if it was a new or old model. HAHA!
Finally changed out of imeem to mixpod as seen on Dar's blog... Quite cool!
Anyway that's about it for today... Now for Chapter 1.
People who are looking for that special someone wants to be able to relate, click, find comfort, care and be with that person. At least this is what I think are their basic criteria. But what if you were able to find more than that? So much more that it's unimaginable but true. I have. I found so much more with you.
After talking and smsing you for so long, the more time we spend together, the more I keep thinking that you're a female version of me. We're so alike that we're almost in sync. Who would have thought I could have found all of that in you. AH... Happiness..
I still remember when you were away without internet connection, I felt so detached from you that I had to do something for you. Then I remembered the roses theory - a specific number of roses dictates a relevant scale of love. At first I was typing letters for the first few. I wanted to reach 11 as it signifies You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life. But I felt I could have done more for you. So I kept going, finding pictures and all sorts of stuff till unknowingly I had reached 101 which signifies that You are my one and only love. 108 would be too extreme for us now but rest assured you'll get real roses with that number when the time comes.
Anyway in black and white on my blog just in case you might have delete the message
I hereby promise you that you:
a. won't ever be hurt
b. won't ever be sad
c. won't ever be discouraged
d. won't ever be disappointed
e. won't ever cry
f. won't ever be unhappy
g. won't ever be unloved
h. won't ever be alone
because I'm always here for you. I'll be your shield before you're hurt, I'll be your sun to chase away the sad clouds, I'll be your pillar of support before you're discouraged, your angel of hope before you're disappointed, your shoulder and listening comforting ear before you cry, your clown before you're unhappy, your lover before you're unloved and your shadow before you're alone.
Words and actions alone aren't enough to describe how much I love you, treasure you, cherish you and want to be there for you always. I'm always doing my best but they're still never enough to measure how much you mean to me Ivana. With each passing day I love you more than the previous day and it's endless. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart for accepting a lost cause like me, welcoming me with your warm friendliness and caring heart. You're beautiful inside and outside. Never will I love another because there's you. And I don't want any other to replace you ever.
Tons of love from me to you Dar!
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Finally
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Well my blog is finally up and running again.. I do apologize to all my fans and followers (I doubt there's any after such a long absence or there was any to begin with.)
So for this blog's grand opening maiden post, it shall be dedicated to the one person who made this possible... This person, is none other than my one and only gf - Ivana.
This blogskin (courtesy of blogskins.com) is very fitting for this post as well.. The song - Realize by Colbie Caillat was dedicated to me by her... (imeem changed while I didn't use for a year)
Right, now on with the "so-called essay" I promised her.
Now where shall I start?
I stopped believing in love after my BMT (Basic Military Training). I waited around, keep telling myself that it's not my time yet, I'll get one soon, maybe in University, maybe while working. That was before.
After following in the footsteps of my friend, (adding new friends, competing who got more friends) I stumbled upon you, a rare gem. I added you on msn to which you began with saying hello to me on the 23rd of August. Being the kind of person I'm, I proceeded cautiously, not wanting to overstep the boundaries of comfort that you had. Slowly as we talked, I felt a sort of connection with you. A sensation. That felt good. Talking to you seems so easy and comfortable it just seems so right and I could just tell you anything without fear of hiding from you. So I asked the bronze question, what was your criteria for a guy to which you pointed to your facebook notes page. Diligently I went down the checklist one by one and told you with full honesty and sincerity to which categories that I didn't make the grade. You didn't mind, told me that there's no need to pay too much attention to that checklist as people aren't perfect. I started being a little bit more direct and curious by asking you what was your opinion of me thus far. You said that you don't know, but you know that I'm good and you enjoy chatting with me everyday. On that day, as much as I've made your day, you certainly made mine. That day was August 29th.
Since then I've been talking with you continuously. Like I said on that day, there was something about you that keeps me coming back. True enough I do keep coming back. But as time went on I was running out of things to say as I didn't really know whether you are the serious kind of person or you're just like me, serious only when needed and just happy-go-lucky, enjoying life the rest of the time. I thought we really had something good going on so I popped the silver question, but in a more discreet way.
On the very moment of your birthday at 12 am, I started to pour out and come clean with you about my feelings for you. Went to sleep and smsed you in the morning. You replied in the afternoon asking me what was the question that I asked earlier that you needed time to think about, to which I said the question about you being with me and me being with you. You replied, oh that question, yes. That one simple powerful word yes made my day. I was beyond overjoyed that you agreed. I called you that night and found out we're even more alike that what I thought.
Since then, we've been always in touch with each other. Never stopping our love, care, concern for one another. I've promised you so much, I'm definitely sure I can keep them all for you.
I would like to end this "Prologue" by saying "I love you Ivana, always and forevermore."
P/S The author of this post tried very hard to keep this post as short, simple, chronological and detailed as possible. He hoped he has succeded.
Labels: Love
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