A dedication, tons of love and a project
Monday, November 30, 2009
Well now, tomorrow marks the end of the 1st week that you went home and the beginning of the 2nd one. Now for those of you who think that I'm a heartless bf think again. Doesn't mean she does not have internet connection at Ipoh yet doesn't mean I totally forget about my dearest. On the contrary I've been sms-ing her and calling her every single day just to hear her voice, keep her occupied and be with her irregardless of how much it's going to cost me. Because I know that she's worth it all for she's the best gf any guy could ask for, the best of the best gf! As I've said before many times and I'll keep saying it again, I'll do anything and everything I can to give you the happiness that you deserve. Whatever I can I give, whenever I can give it to you, I'll do so with lots of love from me to you. i'll never need to think twice because it's something that I'm doing/getting for you. A guy to get a gf is hard, to get a gf as great and brillant as you is priceless and an impossible task for some, I'm suprised, happy and glad that I have you. I always treasure, cherish you and treat you as the someone who's very precious and dear to me because you are. So it's definitely worth everything that I've done for you and for us because you're the best!
Orite, song dedication, haven't done this for you in a long time liao so time to get it started again. What better song than this (last song of my iPod Nano Widget):
"Where'd You Go?"
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Anyway I've also been keeping myself busy on a little project that I decided to undertake myself. A small project to keep my gf happy always anytime everytime. Can't release any more details but stayed tuned. Deadline is in 2 weeks time. JIA YOU ME! Haha.. Miss you lots Ivana, hope when you're reading this you'll be remembering and recalling all those times we had together. We'll be together soon again! 2 weeks more! WOO!!!
Labels: For You
10:00 PM
Well Wishes
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Well Dar, I hope that yesterday was a blast for you and wished that you enjoyed it as much as I enjoy doing it for you. Being labeled as Shannon's Property not bad right? Got all these small little things that make it all worth it. Now who said being Shannon's Property does not have it's perks? Haha. I first would like to apologize to you for making you worried about me sleeping late last night. I just couldn't bear to leave you Dar. I had a feeling that keeps on telling me that I need to stay with you and say all the things that I need to say to you before sleeping which I finally did after I begged you to let me say a few more sentences.
Anyway you might or you might now see this but I just want to say have a safe journey back home to Ipoh Dar. I shall be waiting for you before you embark on your journey and at your point of alighting. Hope that you've saved up enough memories of us to not let you ever have a bad or boring day at home. I'll still be waiting for you missed calls everyday to being your day with a great big Shannon Love!
Take Care Dar, I'll see you in December where I'm looking forward to relive the memories in KL and to create new memories that will stay etched in our hearts forever. Every time I look at our ring I'll remember you and remember us, the love that we've shared, the time that we've spent together in KL. Those sweet wonderful memories of you and me, of us being happily in love. We've been together for 2 months 2 weeks and 2 days and I see a long and bright future ahead for the both of us together. Because a future without you is not the future that is for us. Our future has you and me inside it and we're so in love that we'll do anything and everything together! I sincerely would like to thank you for allowing this 80% good bf to be with you for all your life, best of the best gf. Rest assured I'll do everything and anything to earn back the lost 20% so that I'll be your perfect and best bf ever. Hope I'll see you very soon and that we'll have a lot of time together when you're here Ivana Dar.
Labels: Well Wishes
6:08 AM
Grand Finale
Monday, November 23, 2009
Well, I hope you've enjoyed your day thus far and liked the surprise that I've prepared this morning and spending time with me this afternoon. On this positive note, let's get this party started and finish it off with a blast what do you say?
Just to let you know the method I told you this afternoon works so be sure to take in this finale as well before you leave.
I just want to say that being with you, chatting be it on msn or on the phone, sms-ing you, in other words, just spending time with you has brought me endless joy and I hope I managed to bring the same feeling if not more with love and happiness.
This is currently my life with you =)
Every single day I keep on looking at my phone in the morning just waiting to receive a familiar name calling me. The name that I'm always looking out for reads "Ivana Dar" and the moment I receive it, I either sent out an sms that I have drafted earlier or just create a brand new sms telling her how much I love her and miss her with lots of well wishes and concern.
Throughout the day I'll be waiting and hoping that she will reply my sms or just randomly sms me showing her care and concern for me as well. I have saved most of these smses so that I can re-read them as and when I wish to because most of her sms always bring to me a tear. =)
I reach home as fast as possible and power on the computer and straight away go on msn to just be with her and tell her that I'm home. Either that or I use msn on my hp to do the same thing.
Sometimes I'll go and shower and when I return I'll also sometimes give her the call of love ^^V Somehow time always passes us by when we're together because all of a sudden it's so late that it's time for me to sleep. I always try to drag as long as possible till my mother comes and grumble and I reluctantly put down the phone. I end my call saying the famed words "I love you, I miss you" and every time I say it I pray you know I mean it and feel the same way too.
I'll most of the time carry on with a good night sms to her hp as it's always never enough the time I have with her. Rarely she will sms back and when she does, boy can she make so many things fill with emotion. One if not all of these will always happen, I'll shed a tear, I'll have a smile on my face, a smile in my heart, a feeling of joy in my mind and all of these combined produce a loud yet silent cry just saying "I LOVE YOU IVANA"
Ah, only she can sway someone's who's so desperate for her with words that overload his emotions. Such is the power of our love. Such is the love I have for you. So much so that I always look forward to a new day with you carrying with me all the accumulated memories and feelings of all the previous days combined.
You, Ivana, are my one true love. A love which fire will never extinguish but only burn brighter and stronger in time. A love which is all so sweet that others may be jealous of the closeness and lovey-dovey-ness we share. A love so right that it rights all other wrongs. A love that spells out Ivana I love you forever. You and I will always be forever and in love.
Dar you're the most precious treasure that I want to protect with all that I have. No matter what is your decision, you'll always have my utmost support. I'll always stand by you giving you all the strength you need and desire. For you're my one and only dearest gf whom no other girl can ever hope to replace.
Labels: Grand Finale
8:12 PM
Here's a special morning edition for your happy meal dar
Which gf will wait up till late for you to get home safely?
Which gf will promise you that she will not drink even when you're not there with her?
Which gf will spend 2 whole days with you just for you?
Which gf will talk with you all the way till you get home safely?
Which gf will take care of you and think about you to the extent that you won't get in trouble with your parents?
Which gf will dedicate sections of her blog post just for you?
Which gf will do more that what you asked her to do?
Which gf will get you something for your parents as well when you visit?
Which gf is contented with so little?
Which gf goes through so much effort for a personalized gift for you?
There is only one answer to all these questions
That answer is the wonderful gf of mine, Ivana.
She has done all the above and more.
Dar, don't you dare think for one second that all these small things that you do go unrecognized in my heart.
I'm deeply grateful, honored, fortunate & lucky to have a gf like you who does so many small little things that just make life seem so good. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I may not be the most handsome &/or the best bf around but I'll definitely be the most caring, loving, romantic, dedicated bf to you all just for you.
Because you're the best gf ever and only you deserve all the best that is to come from me.
You've given me so much and only want so little in return but being as I'm I always want to give you more because you deserve so much more for all that you've done. I can never thank you or tell you how much I appreciate all these small gestures.
Sometimes I just wonder if I'm good enough for you just as you have wondered whether you're good enough for me.
I'll answer both these questions, you're definitely good enough for me, I won't and can't ask for more because you're already the best.
You're also definitely deserving of me because I'm so dedicated to you I'll make sure only good things come your way. You're the most caring, loving gf any guy could ask for. It's just so wonderful that you are mine =)
Now you have no reason to doubt yourself or leave me because you now know that I'm always yours forever.
Our love will be extremely strong after 4 years because we're doing things with just the two of us. It'll be the best!
I'm going to give you my all for however long that I have, you can be sure of that. Our love everlasting, our happiness never-ending.
Should there ever be a time when I'm not giving you enough, which I doubt it'll ever happen, just let me know and I'll be sure to make it up to you and give you plenty more.
Labels: All the small little things
5:25 AM
Week's Summary & A Special Section For You
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Just got back from Jin Long's Birthday BBQ & now blogging after a shower. Something funny just happened during that shower, I almost accidentally used the facial wash to use as my toothpaste =.= Well anyway this week has got to be the week of birthdays.
Firstly there was Terence's birthday on Friday at Jazz@Southbridge. I had to go there after work and since I'll be driving there I can't and won't drink. I didn't really want to tell my gf that I was going because I know that she will be lonely and will be waiting for me to get home safely and I was so touched that she actually told her friends that she promised me that she won't drink when she went for her Prom Night. I definitely had to make the same promise to her if not it wouldn't be fair to her and I want to make her feel extra special so I told her before I left work that I'm going to promise her I won't drink anything except water and tea except when she drinks with me which I still going to keep that promise no matter what. Leonard got so drunk he couldn't walk properly, couldn't stand properly, speaking in a slightly louder voice and said hi to random people and he kept asking for more drinks. After leaving the party I straight away called my gf and we talked all the way till I reached home. I even took the stairs to continue our conversation. We chatted so much and were really really happy that it was sad I had to end it to go and take a shower. After my shower I called her again and accidentally woke her up, eager to tell her what I thought up while in the shower for her which was posted 2 post below.
Today was Jin Long's birthday, went there for a meat BBQ, I think it was almost like Carnivore except that you only get chicken as the main dish and the side dish and all other dish. Did 35% of the BBQ-ing while his gf did the rest (somehow the pit there wasn't to my liking as I had not much motivation to do it as other BBQs :S ) Same thing after my party I called my gf =)
And now for the special section for you.
Today you posted your "Last Post" on your blog dedicating a small section for me. Quoted from your blog:
For my beloved bf...
As I am going back to Ipoh, I won't forget to bring the memory that we had in KL.
I will still listen to the Ipod you got me, wearing the necklace that you want me to wear every day and not to take it off, reading the books that you gave me, and of course our couple ring.
I love you very very much although I seldom say it to you.
Maybe twice I said I love you, but in my heart, the words are saturated and concentrated.
Haha, beg it will make you shed a tear...lol
Indeed it did make me shed a tear. So far every single post you had something dedicated to me, I have never failed to shed a tear, because I'm so touched, fortunate & lucky that I have a very very loving & caring gf like you =) And you're so humble that you short changed yourself on the number of times you said I love you to me, it was more that twice definitely. And I think I have influenced her because in that post she has also said, quote :
Thanks Carmen for your cuteness... ... .. ... .. .. . .
You must be saying my post very cheesy...
Thanks to my bf...lol
Now how happy I was to see that =D
You'll be going back to Ipoh on Tuesday, I hope to give a great start to your week tomorrow so that you be going back to Ipoh with a smile in your heart =)
So for this very special section here's for you,
I know have said these words many times :
I love you
I miss you
I'm lucky to have you
I'm fortunate to have you
I'm lucky to have you love me
I'm fortunate to have you love me
I'm lucky to be so deeply in love with you
I'm fortunate to be so deeply in love with you
But every time I said these words, I really mean what I say from the bottom of my heart. Because you, Ivana, are the greatest, best, bestest gf ever and I don't ever want to lose you. I want to spend all my life with you. Because:
I love you
I miss you
I'm lucky to have you
I'm fortunate to have you
I'm lucky to have you love me
I'm fortunate to have you love me
I'm lucky to be so deeply in love with you
I'm fortunate to be so deeply in love with you
You say that the future is undecided, I say we create our own future. This is the future I want with you
1 year in our love life - We'll have 365 days worth of memories and love
2 years in our love life - We'll have 2(365) days worth of memories and love
3 years in our love life - We'll have 3(365) days worth of memories and love
4 years in our love life - We''ll have 4(365) days worth of memories and love that
we're so close enough that your parents will approve of
you going on a trip to Taiwan, just you and me.
I won't ever give you reason to leave me and neither will I want to leave you. Our love page still has a long long way to go and it'll definitely be filled with all the wonderful times and memories that we had and will have in time to come. Each day bring me closer and closer to you filling up my heart with more & more love for you. I'm so very very willing to take good care of you and look after you because that how much I love you. You mean everything to me and I can't bear to think of what it's going to be like without you. Each time that you're not with me on msn, sms or phone, I think back to the days in KL with you. Those happy days and memories, all the gifts I gave you, all the things that we did together, I'll never forget them for they are precious to me. Our first date =)
Now that you're going back, you'll have lesser time with me, but I'm never far away for you can always sms or ask me to call you and you know that I will instantly do so. The necklace, your iPod & our couple ring will come in handy for you to recall the beautiful memories that we had in KL and also keep you company when you are alone for they are also a part of me as the bear on the necklace will resemble me hugging you, the iPod's engraving Dear reminds you of me and our couple has my name in it together with yours for a circle & cycle of never-ending love.
I'll always be waiting for that sms and miss call to be with you during your time in Ipoh and I'll wait patiently for you to come to Singapore to create more memorable memories with you Dar. Do travel safely and I'll always be loving you deeply and missing you with all my heart and love. My dearest best of the best gf Ivana I love you.
Labels: Week's Summary and A Special Section For You
11:48 PM
Those Happy Times~
Saturday, November 21, 2009
These were taken during my KL trip. Taken together with the best of the best gf ever - Ivana!
Labels: Those Happy Times~ I Wanna Relive Them Again
8:24 PM
There may be others who're like you,
There may be others who're even better than you,
But fate has determined who is to be my soulmate,
Destiny has decided who is to be my soulmate
My lucky person is you.
Even though there may be others who're like you,
Even though there may be others who're better than you,
I'm still going to love you deeply,
Because you're the one that I want,
The one that I'm destined to be with,
The one that I'm fated to be with,
The one I'll love for all my life,
My soulmate, my lover, my dearest, my darling,
My Ivana
Labels: Something I thought up yesterday v2
8:06 PM
♥I♥Love♥You♥Very♥Very♥Much♥Dar♥
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I left KL yesterday with a heavy heart, not because it not nice or anything. It's just that I feel so sad that time passes so fast when I'm with you. But I'll always remember the times we had and the things we done together at KL with you Dar, it'll forever be a memorable memory for me and I hope that I've done the same for you as well. And as I've said, I'll still want to and continue to create these kind of wonderful memories with you Ivana. I love you always and I'll never let you go. Hold my hands as we walk through till the end. =) I want to spend every single day with you in what every way that I can.
Let me summarize up the trip:
Woke up at 5am did the necessary stuff and went to Harbourfront center to wait for the coach to take us to Sunway. The night before was busy with packing up and getting ready Dar's presents and writing the cards to convey my love to her. It was supposed to be a 5hr journey but it became longer because the air-con of the bus broke down almost reaching the 1st rest stop after all the customs. Unable to fix it we have to change to another coach that was heading for KL. Suddenly the bus had a few more extra passengers than it could handle so some of the passengers had to sit at the lounge. The original bus's passengers were complaining about the sudden loss of space to which my Ah Ku told them that they only booked for their own seats, not the empty seats for their bags. So we had to detour to KL first then to Sunway. Even after reaching Sunway Pyramid we had to spend 20 more minutes just to find the entrance to the hotel. After checking in my parents and my Ah Ku & Ah Kim wanted to meet this wonderful girl that I call my gf. Smsed her and she met me at the lobby of the hotel, we exchanged presents (she even bought a bottle of honey for my mother, how thoughtful is that ♥!), went for lunch together with my parents & relatives. After lunch was when our love story bloomed.
Brought her back to the hotel room where we exchanged presents properly. On the way out of the restaurant I asked her for permission to hold my hand which she allowed and we held hands all the way. =) she started off unwrapping the books that I got her which I wrapped up myself (for the first time). Next was the iPod I got her, a 4GB pink iPod Shuffle with laser engraving that said:
M.A.D
Me And Dear
(she refers to me as Dear and the iPod is hers =D) and an apple gift wrap with a computer typed card which I composed (could have been longer if not for the word limitation =( ). Last but not least was the bear necklace that I got her, put it on for her and told her to wear it on her neck so that whenever she feels lonely, a part of me is always with her. And the handwritten card that I wrote with it. Next was my present that she gave me. I know she was busy the past few days with something secretive but she told me the night before that it was my present. I felt so touched that she have done so much for me. When I opened up the presents, I was totally speechless, touched, happy and felt really appreciative and lucky that I have a girlfriend - the best girlfriend ever - Ivana. Her words and her effort was so outstanding that it made me feel guilty that I have not done as much for her. Sorry Dar, hope you can forgive me for that. I hugged her to tell her how much I love her and that I really appreciate all that she have done for me.
Here's what she done for me (her handwriting is very nice!):
After that we went to Sunway Pyramid and walked around, stopping to buy Baskin & Robin's Ice Cream & 2 movie tickets to The Time Traveller's Wife the next day. I've never seen such a huge queue! The cinema was so jam packed that it looked like a sea of people from outside. We went to do a couple ring and I had to think of what to inscribe in the ring. I thought of S♥I Ivana & Shannon Forever and we helped to put on each others ring when it was done. Shortly after that she went home =( so sad to be alone that I called her afterwords and talked for a short while.
The next day we went to watch the movie, I asked her to lie on my shoulder and she did! ♥^^V♥ Can't forget that feeling and wanted more. Haha. Went for lunch at A&W and was stunned when I thought I would just be receiving the 2L bottle but it was filled with A&W Root Beer! Had to carry that bottle all around but it doesn't matter because as long as I'm with you, I don't care about anything else other than you Dar. Brought Dar back to the hotel room and we watched some TV & she lied on my shoulder again! ♥♥♥ I wanted to kiss you on your cheeks and tell you that you mean so much to me, that I love you so much and how happy, delighted, glad, honored, appreciative I am to have the best gf ever which is you. But in the end I summed it all up in 3 words, I Love You. But don't you worry Dar, come December when we're together again, I'll say it all for you this time =) Hugged and kissed you on the cheeks one more time before going to have dinner with my parents and relatives. During dinner I felt that I had to show you my love in some way, I got you food which you couldn't reach and I even de-shelled a prawn for you (which we had to share half since you were full). You accompanied me a while more before I sent you back home in a taxi. I just didn't want you to leave me so soon but you had to go because it was late, but I still had you in my heart.
The next day when I got up, I composed a 4 page SMS for you because even now, I'm still very thankful and grateful that you spent time with me throughout the 2 days. It was the happiest 2 days of my life which comes very close to the other happy day of my life which is on the 8th of September 2009. Do you remember what day it was? Yes, it's your birthday and also a special day as well. It was the day you said yes to me.♥ =)
When we are together time passes us so quickly, when we're apart, I miss you dearly and want the time to pass quickly so I can be with you the next instant and the process repeats itself.
Everything just feels so right with us and our love. Nothing's going to tear us apart. Nobody can ever replace you who reside in the very special place in my heart. I have locked the entrance and you'll be the only one there for the key is lost. But worry not for I'm always with you. =)
Oh I just thought of something - the reason why our couple rings are loose, is because the rings are a reflection of our love, and as our love is always growing stronger for each other, so does our rings! But we'll do a better one with more words and more meaning when you're here I promise you that Dar.
Allow me to do all that I can for you while I still can do so. =) As I finish this blog post, you may not have finish your prom night yet but let me tell you a secret, I'm still going to wait for your miss call and am going to surprise you with a sweet SMS from me to you ;) Or rather I'm just going to lie on the bed and hope that by some miracle I don't fall asleep and can hear your miss call.
Really wish that you were here with me every single moment Dar, because I'll definitely make you the happiest girl for the simple reason that you're my gf and I love you deeply.
Miss you lots Dar. Love you always. Waiting for December where it's my turn to be with you. Till then I can only look forward to it and recall the precious, sweet memorable memories that we have created in KL. All thanks to you my love. You're the greatest! Muacks!
I'll always remember the feeling of us holding hands, me hugging you, me kissing your cheeks, you lying on my shoulder with yr hair on my cheeks. I want to relive those moments or have these moments again with you because all these are emphasizing how deep our love is for each other. Since the day you said yes to me, you have brought me great joy, happiness and love and I thank you from the bottom of my heart Dar, I won't do anything to hurt you, I'll always treasure you and love you deeply as I always have. You're simply the best!
With a great big bottomless pit of ever growing love from Shannon to Ivana~
P.S - How's this for our love page? ;) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Labels: ♥I♥Love♥You♥Very♥Very♥Much♥Dar♥
8:19 PM
It's gonna be a sad and long night.But I'm always with you.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Tonight's gonna be a sad and long night... Dar's gonna be spending her night at her friend Andrea's place again (hopefully you'll get some sleep this time) This desperate guy is gonna be so missing his sweet desirable girl... I'll be missing you baby!
Ivana's gonna have her Bio exam tomorrow. Here's me giving her some well wishes -> Yo babe! Good luck and all the best yo, for ya Bio exam tomorroyo! (ok I fail ><)
Yesterday went to TRCC (The Republic Cultural Center) in RP (Repulic Polytechnic). Met Godwin and a few other alumni band members. Suddenly was helping out at the front of the house for ticket sales. The concert itself wasn't that bad. The special performance really stole the whole show though. Haha. Sad that we aren't there doing it. The best parts are always those whose time has not passed.
Came back home and was sad that Dar was offline. But came back later again and she is online! Woo, so glad that she still haven't sleep and she really waited for me. But at the same time I felt worried and sorry that she had to wait for me and that she won't get enough sleep. She told me to read her blog and she also said someone flamed her blog.
I went to check and found a post about me for me. After reading the post I shed a tear, not a tear of sadness but a tear of joy. Truly she has melted my heart with all her feelings and words. Till now every time I re-read it it's still a heart melting post. Dar was feeling so apologetic for getting mad at me this afternoon. Baby, it isn’t your fault, it was mine for I said some rubbish that you didn't like. I do and will always forgive you Ivana, and I would like to thank you for forgiving me every single time I made a mistake. I hereby promise that I shall not make anymore mistake that would make you leave me. I don't want to spend the rest of my life without you Ivana. And thank god for the good Samarian for getting back at those flamers... Such a kind and sweet girl like Ivana should be treated like this. That is why I'm here, to treat her the best throughout her life.
Can't wait for next Sunday. I'm going to find her finally! She's been on my mind for so long that she hasn't even left my mind, my heart or my thought before. But I don't mind, I like it because I do love her with all my heart. I've become so sticky to her I really really hope she doesn't mind. Well, after all I'm a desperate guy and I desperately need her always. It's just that I'm so honored and happy to have her, I don't ever want to lose whatever that we have had. She's the best gf I ever had and will never ever want anyone else to replace her or lose what I have with her.
Baby I love you, you're my one and only irreplaceable true love and I thank you deeply from the bottom of my heart for giving me the chance to love, care, worry and be with you always. I'm cherishing this chance and not going to let it go to waste.
Labels: You
2:37 PM
I.am.here
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
This will be the last post for today before my Dar heads off to do battle with the numbers, the signs, the words and the diagrams. That's right, she's going to be having her Maths exam tomorrow morning. Wishing her good luck and all the best for it, will always be watching over her, giving her the support and the encouragement she needs.
So sad that cannot talk with her tonight as she's staying over as her friends place but here's a thought I'll leave with you Dar to psyche you up for your exam tomorrow:
You are mine. And I am yours. Now and forever. I need you the way I need the air I breathe. I love you, my sweet Ivana.
12:10 PM
Happy Day Because Of You!~
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Quite a few things happened but not quite sure where to begin though.. Let me see... Oh well... Let's start with this..
Called Dar after she woke up and freshened up (I think). Talked quite a bit we did. It was nice.. What a great start to our day today eh Dar?
Somewhere in the afternoon received a SMS from Dar asking me to go and watch 50 First Dates when I was free. Now if I remembered correctly it starred Drew Barrymore and one of my idols Adam Sandler. She was also willing to bring her laptop to the hotel I'll be staying at if there wasn't any movie to watch at the cinemas. So thoughtful of her la, no wonder I love her so much. She even willing to dl the movie I want to watch in case the hotel no internet. OMG so touched =) I feel so bad that she have to do everything so I told her that have to watch movies that she want to watch as well ma... After all it can't always be about me, it has to be also about her too. Especially more so since it'll be our time together... And she said Let's have a normal dating... Woohoo ... I think my heart leaped out of my body for joy when I saw that.. So it was my turn to do the same, I said, most definitely we shall cause I want to be with you Ivana. I'll go anywhere you want to go, I'll always be with you. Told her I'll check about the hotel having internet and will tell her tonight to which she was surprised by my efficiency. I replied, Of course efficient la, for my Dar I'll do anything to be with her and make her happy de ma. Especially she today so happy and high. Her last reply made me too happy that I had to re-read it 5 times, each time smiling even more. She said, Love you my dear... You so free today... I enjoy my day a lot. Such powerful words indeed. I tried my best and replied back, I made sure you'll enjoy everyday you have with me since the day we were together in love. I'll try to make myself free tomorrow to give you a nice day. Love you lots Dar, can't wait to go back...
With that she totally made my day... So glad and fortunate that I have such a wonderful gf like her.. Will still continue to cherish and appreciate this wonderful angel that has descended on me.
I promise I will make you the happiest woman in the world.
I will make sure you no longer cry.
I promise you, if you shed one drop of tear when you're with me, I'll shed a drop of blood for you.
I feel like you're the only person in the world who can wipe out the loneliness in me.
Every single second, I think of you, I think of ways to make you smile, I imagine where are you now, and every single second, you're like a part of me, and I see you more than I see myself because the moment I close my eyes, your image stands in front of me.
And I'll definitely make myself free from now on to really bring a nice day to you Ivana.
Love you lots and still missing you dearly..
I'll be over there sooner than you think Dar ;)
8:07 PM
Busy.With.Love
Monday, November 2, 2009
These 2 weeks are gonna get busy for me... Why? Because.... *drum roll* I'm preparing to go to KL to be with my Dar! V^^V Most likely going there on the 15th... Can't wait wor.... But first things first... Need to extend passport.. =.= expires in like 9 days time... OMgz.... Once that's done is 1 worry down... Then can start applying leave, booking coach, booking hotel and then is enjoyment with my one n only dearest sweetheart! Today handphone bill come in le... Okay lars... still manageable, haven't see house phone bill yet only... ha ha...
Well most important things today was Dar's big debate with her friends... But apparently it was fast n short n quick... But the positive carry away is that they approve of me being with her.. Coolness... Gotta thank them when I see them for taking care of her and always being her friends...
I'm really proud to have Ivana as my gf... Here's why, dedicated to her:
In you I find companionship, friendship, love, equality, similarities.
You're someone whom I can confide things in as much as you can confide in me.
Not only am I your friend but best-est best friend as you also are to me.
Lovers we definitely are, fated to be together forever each completing each other and
comforting each other when needed and giving strength to one another.
Equality is strong between us because we have the same thinking most of the time like 2 peas in a pod.
Similarities between us are almost equivalent to the equality between but still must be said.
I love you more and more with each passing millisecond. I'd do anything for you to see a smile on your face. I feel so guilty for the call yesterday to you and I'm sorry, I apologize sincerely and do hope that you forgive me. Let it be known that I'll never ever force you to make a decision that you're uncomfortable or unhappy with..
I love you always sweetheart!
I'll be with you soon!
Wait for me!
8:22 PM
